| I think I will be moving to Wordpress la.. Don't wanna use Xanga liao la...
Yay!!! Chabo I will be joining u!!!
But when I look at my 1st blog, it was on the 22 March...
So.. lets end it on 22 May la.. hehe... I am a very 有始有终 person. Make it exactly 2 months la.. (which is kinda short... ><)
Klar klar.. I already decided to change... And I'm ss-ing now... (if you dunno what is ss, ss = syok sendiri)
Time to sleep...
Its really LATE now...
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When I was young, I used to think that other people's mums are better. They don't stop their children from watching TV, they don't stop their children from going out till late, they don't come back from work in a really bad mood and stuff. As I grew older, I began to understand my mum. It was for our own good. And I'm glad that I turn out who I am today.
As I grew older, we get to communicate more and we eventually understand each other better. I know that her work is really stressful and I feel sorry for making her mood worse sometimes. Mummy, I still like to go out at night sometimes but I promise I will be careful and take good care of myself okay? Okok I know this is not helpful at all!! I'll try to go out earlier and come back earlier if can okay?
I didn't get to miss her much until I came overseas. I suddenly realize that its so uncomfortable not having a person to nag u sometimes hehe... Sometimes, I can feel that she misses me a lot (Or is it I too perasan again?!). Sometimes, through the phone I can feel that she is really tired and I felt pity for her. Sometimes, I feel guilty for not by her side to share her problems and help out to reduce her burdens (pay bills, go bank, fetch bro & sis etc.). I know she looks strong on the outside but sometimes hope that we can be there for her when she need us. She is not very good in expressing her feelings. That's why sometimes we don't understand her and argue a lot with her.
After I came to New Zealand, I realized that I actually understand her better than I was in Malaysia, kinda bad right me... I just realized how boh sim I was last time. Its not a matter of how much time we spent together. If I was willing to take the initiative to observe and communicate with her more, I should have understand her better long before this. Maybe because I am not staying with family now, thats why appreciates them more. Mummy, I'm really sorry for making you angry or hurt sometimes. I love you so much... I dunno how to express my feelings much la... But I really do love you a lot a lot ♥
Happy Mothers Day ♥ ♥ ♥
mummy and daddy looks so 恩爱...
I'm so glad that I have a happy and harmony family. 
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